I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies & friends.: May 2008

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Friday, May 30, 2008

i've spent the past two nights watching home movies with my dad. not ones from when i was younger but ones from when he was a kid in the late 50s all the way up to the most recent on the dvd 1980-something. life was so much more classy back then. it was elegant it was ...awesome. they had way better clothes and everyone was always put together and no one looked like slobs and girls didnt go parade everywhere like skanks and guys wore their pants at their waists like they're supposed to... it was just crazy watching that and like comparing it to life now... which is like the total opposite.
sometimes i wonder if i was born at the wrong time.

xo

plaaaaaaylist

sicksicksick

this would be such a cool tattoo

not sure if you can read this and i think im the only person who thinks its funny
its a "finger dressing"

when did mickey go all ... weird like that?
this is what i do when im sick

ugeshkjfnrghbhj no more tea!

i need to not be sick.

btw not liking that i have to work tomorrow
not fair

and i gotta do my writers craft IST

blah!

xo

i'm pulling a wentz

im posting blogs a mile a minute.

i'm not really a mariah fan, i like a few songs though, but older stuff.

but this song makes me CRY.

on another note.
the days that i've missed at school this week because i'm sick... are the EXACT same says this week that i missed last year when my grandmother died.
i can't believe its been one year.

the pain is still here... i don't think it will ever go away... but its a bit better.
i miss you grandma and i love you so much.

(since today is friday, one year ago today [because it was friday, june 1st, 2007] was the day that i lost her)

Rest In Peace Grama ♥
i love you so much.

Marilyn Teresa Cusack. (its sad that I don't even know if that is her FULL name.. I'm pretty sure it is)

I love you so much.
I really miss you.

xoxoxoxoxoxo